this world is not a hopeless place

it's unfair, isn't it. how evil thoughts can just take us over in a matter of seconds and fill our entire souls with nothingness. emptiness.but just listen.
take your hand, put it over your heart right now. do you feel that beating? that right there is called purpose. you're alive for a reason. whether you know it or not, someone out there loves you. they love you more than you could ever know. please just don't let them down tonight.
even though you may be experiencing your lowest moment, i promise you it won't last forever. each second is a chance to start new and leave everything behind. think of your goals and your dreams in life. think of all those things you've imagine crossing off of your bucket list. if you aren't here tomorrow, those things won't be possible.
if you're in need of hope, go outside and look at the moon and the stars tonight. knowing that something can shine so bright millions of light years away should just take your breath away. and think of applying that to your life. you're one person, but my God, if you want to, you have the ability to shine that bright too.
no matter what you think, the world will not be better off without you. please, think of the people who you have never met, but that your are going to. they want to meet you. they want to know what you are like. they're going to miss you. they want to be able to see your smile in real life, not just in picture. the people who are in your life, whether you know it or not; are all there for a reason, and they want to see you keep going.
think of all of the magical things that exist in the world. maybe it's music for you. maybe it's reading a book, or singing, or dancing, or photography. find your magic and hold on tight to it.
do what it takes. cry, let it all out, scream, throw something against the wall, but please, do the entire world a favor. stand up, smile, and don't ever give up.

TROLOLOLOL since when i could be as wise as this-_-

WELL, MY QUESTION IS, WHAT IS LOVE? -___________-
Well, maybe this song could help me.

What Is Love - Never Shout Never

And I know your life is such a hell
You wake up early and you work until
You have your drinks at 5 o'clock
The hours blend and your thoughts
All haunt your hopes, your dreams
Your everything
Well, mama, I hope
I dream that you won't leave

Stop-motioned by Emily. Btw, this Indonesian-Canadian girl has a lot of some interesting stop motion videos and you should check out her YouTube channel.

seize the day

FINALLY! IT'S FRIDAY! but this friday seems like a nightmare. why? because my parents are going to take my report card and i'm pretty sure that the result will going to knock me down. huh. and i'm gonna miss my pals (especially my crush :p) because the december break doesn't allow me to get crazy at class :( LOL you may say i'm a weirdo because i hate december break. no, i don't hate it. but i think it'd be better if my country had a snow so that we could build a snowman, claimed this christmas as a white christmas, drink up hot chocolate in front of the fireplace (if there's a snow, there'd be a fireplace, huh?) and many more. seriously, i miss celebrating december in snow.

well, yesterday we had a class meeting. and i'm sooo proud of my class because we reached the 1st place on soccer & basketball competition! congratulations, kids! but of course, in every success, we have to did a sacrifice. our Mr-Can-Do-It-All, Jupe a.k.a Rizky (the ex-head of student council) broke his arm while he was trying to reach a goal in soccer match. you know, it reminds me of one of episodes in The Fairly Odd Parents (i have a lil sis and i'm still watching cartoons :p) while the most powerful fairy in the Fairy World fainted and the stupid Cosmo replaced him in the race competition and voila! the fairies could beat the pixies & anti-fairies without him. aaaaaand i took some photos in basketball match, check it out ;)