"I don't wanna go, but I can't stay"

WOOOH HEY PEOPLEE!!!

Woooohhh. Can't believe this is my graduation day already :"" how time flies!

God i really don't know what to say... I'm completely speechless :|

 My last words :3 it tells you about how i spend 3 bittersweet years with my unique pals, yes baby it's ForcesVItion! A quote by Leo Buscaglia says it all. I translated it to French because i want my last words to be more....interesting maybe? Hahahah. AND ALDA FRIGGIN ADDED THAT 'ENCEP SUSANTO' beside that quote! -_____- lucky me i took that pic before contaminated by it.

Oh! Speaking about graduation, you guys may wonder about my look ;3; my mom decorated my face with make up, she's really a pro :3 (you know i barely wear makeups!) and here's my makeup concept:

i don't really care if you think that i was looking disgusting in this pic anyway :| thus, i love my smoky eyes! most of my friends said that i looked like a goth, although my eyeshadow color was baby brown (my mom matched it with my 'kebaya'-- an Indonesian traditional formal dress to attend some important event-- and my eyes). To glam my pale skin up, she added some kind of bronze-colored powder instead of blush on.

And here are my graduation pictures~

my babyyyy :*

With Ms. Arny, the Mother of Rempong (9A) \m/

pictures of freedom.

Yay! As far as i concerned, today is the best day ever-- well, during the holiday. Me and my pals just had a cupcake, sushi & okonomiyaki party. i don't have any pictures of that food party-- but dinda has it tho.

and we just had some photoshoots. photoshoots of freedom.

I've got a Gothface, i know. I look scary. 

the game is on, dude.

Well--

THE NATIONAL EXAMINATION IS FINALLY OVER. UWAAAHHHH. YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY.

First day of survival

Subject to beat: Indonesian Language

Code: B47

Circumstance:

Hmmm....so it's all about seeking the main idea of the text, huh? *feels like a boss*

*few minutes later* 

Hell! Like, what is the right answer? Both are right.....NONONONONO this one is longer, but i'm not really sure about it. 

... God, I'll totally fail on this. This is my own language, for crying out loud! I cannot, totally, fail, or I'll be  totally ashamed! 

Second day of survival

Subject to beat: English

Code: A--whatever

Circumstance:

Hmmm....not so bad. I'll make my parents & my English teacher proud. I surely can.*Cato's style*

*then finally arrives to the fifth page*

So this bitch is forcing me to find the title of the text and the right sentence to complete the paragraph? Peoples perspective are apparently different, huh? Both answers are can be right.....but which ones is the  right answer??? NO. I MUST GET THE PERFECT SCORE IN ENGLISH. JUST ONCE, PLEASE, OR, THEY'LL HATE ME!!!! *Poland's mode*

Third day of survival

Subject to beat: Maths

Code: E--whatever

Circumstance:

I'll start with algebra first, then fractions, social arithmetic......

Claudius Templesmith-- ohno, it's just a voice of the invigilator anyways: "15 more minutes"

Me: *back into Poland's mode*

GODDD I HAVEN'T ANSWER 4 NUMBERS YET. WHAT SHOULD I DO. BLOODY GIT!!

Die, Rachel, die. Even the best, have to die.

.........................................................

Here lies, Rachella Artanti. A terrible explosion of her head killed her at that moment. May her soul rest in peace.

.

Fourth day of survival

Subject to beat: Science (Biology + Physics)

Code: C34

Circumstance:

Holy yay! This is easier than I imagined before...so lucky to have Ms. Arny & Ms. Endang as my science teachers -le virtual hugs-

..............

The side effect of ecstasy. No. Just, no.

It causes, ummm, some damage to brain cells right? AM I RIGHT?? YELLOOO??? *eats nightlocks*

Anyway....

I really fear of being failed on this test :| I just can't afford to think like that.

playing the hunger games~

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH I CAN'T EVEN.

i know i, i know i, i know i'll gotta do it!

Hi! Sorry for the lack of updates, I'm so busy with exams lately. Next week, on the 23rd of April to be exact, i'll face the national exams.  I really want to reach my target so I don't think I'll be able to update my blog regularly this month. Yeah, 90 in Math & Indonesian language, and 100 both in Science (Physics & Biology) and English. Wish us luck, people. May the odds be ever in our favor that day.

Well, well, well. Does it mean that there's just only 2 months left to spend my time with my whimsical yet unique schoolmates?! Duh! Time flies so fassst. Like, uh, i just entered the Junior High School yesterday and (if God allowed-- He'll allowed, hopefully) i'm going to leave it this summer.

Damn. It makes my eyes juicier.

I, I want to cry

I can't deny

Tonight I wanna up and hide

And get inside

It isn't right

I gotta live in my life

I know I, I know I

I know I gotta do it

I know I, I know I

I know I gotta do it

Yet, i have a bunch of To Do Lists after the national exams. Here they are:

1. Make a fanfiction about The Hunger Games (Peeta-Katniss & Cato-Clove). They're undeniably adorable! <3
2. Buy a How To Learn French or Easy Steps To Speak French book, because i'll have a French Class at High School (yes people, i'm a prospective student at Labschool Cibubur-- finally :>)
3. Record a (i wish) stopmotion video. Oh, i'm not trying to be the next Emily Devita Johnston anyway, i just want to express my love to Alexander Richard Ludwig because i'll insert Liv It Up (Teenage Wasteland) as the background song. Maybe it'll be his 20th birthday gift too?
4. *it'll be ridiculously embarrassing but here, i'll tell you the truth* D-I-E-T.
5. *nahh i can't tell you, it's a secret between the s0-called-star-crossed lovers MIHIHIHIHIH-- ignore this anyways*
6. Have a sleepover with my girllsss!

Speaking about my girls, i feel so blessed to have them. They're amazing. Last Saturday night, we just had some photo shoots.  Too bad one of my girls, Nesha, must left earlier :( so there are just me & Gerardien in these following pics.

BACK ALIVE , FOLKS!

OMAGAAASSSHHH HOWRYA??? FINALLEH I'M COMING BACK ALIVE :"D

Me? I'm out of stressed out. Yet, i'm so excited tooo asdfghjkl. For what? THE HUNGER GAMES OF COURSE!!!!!!
PEETA IS HAWT, ISN'T HE?

And i just post a spoiler pic. MUEHEHEHEHE I DON'T CARE, THO.

Also my tweenie bestie, Gerardien, found this epic The Hunger Games Harry Potter Style video.

Yes, we both are so excited for the movie! 

Wanna know what my favorite quotes from THG so far? This!

“I'm coming back into focus when Caesar asks him if he has a girlfriend back home. Peeta hesitates, then gives an unconvincing shake of his head. 
Handsome lad like you. There must be some special girl. Come on, what’s her name?" says Caesar. 
Peeta sighs. "Well, there is this one girl. I’ve had a crush on her ever since I can remember. But I’m pretty sure she didn’t know I was alive until the reaping." 
Sounds of sympathy from the crowd. Unrequited love they can relate to. 
She have another fellow?" asks Caesar. 
I don’t know, but a lot of boys like her," says Peeta. 
So, here’s what you do. You win, you go home. She can’t turn you down then, eh?" says Caesar encouraging-ly. 
I don’t think it’s going to work out. Winning...won’t help in my case," says Peeta. 
Why ever not?" says Caesar, mystified. 
Peeta blushes beet red and stammers out. "Because...because...she came here with me.”  ―  The Hunger Games

"I am not pretty. I am not beautiful. I am as radiant as the sun" ― Katniss Everdeen

“Finnick?" I say, "Maybe some pants?" He looks down at his legs as if noticing his outfit for the first time. Then he whips off his hospital gown leaving him in just his underwear. "Why? Do you find this" -- he strikes a ridiculously provocative pose -- "distracting?" I laugh. Boggs looks embarrassed and Finnick looks more like the guy I met at the Quarter Quell”  ―  Mockinjay

“Stupid people are dangerous.” ―  Katniss Everdeen

“If Peeta and I were both to die, or they thought we were....My fingers fumble with the pouch on my belt, freeing it. Peeta sees it and his hand clamps on my wrist. "No, I won't let you." "Trust me," I whisper. He holds my gaze for a long moment then lets go. I loosen the top of the pouch and pour a few spoonfuls of berries into his palm. Then I fill my own. "On the count of three?" Peeta leans down and kisses me once, very gently. "The count of three," he says. We stand, our backs pressed together, our empty hands locked tight. "Hold them out. I want everyone to see," he says. I spread out my fingers, and the dark berries glisten in the sun. I give Peeta's hand one last squeeze as a signal, as a good-bye, and we begin counting. "One." Maybe I'm wrong. "Two." Maybe they don't care if we both die. "Three!" It's too late to change my mind. I lift my hand to my mouth taking one last look at the world. The berries have just passed my lips when the trumpets begin to blare. The frantic voice of Claudius Templesmith shouts above them. "Stop! Stop! Ladies and gentlemen, I am pleased to present the victors of the 74th Hunger Games, Katniss Everdeen and Peeta Mellark! I give you - the tributes of District 12!”  ―  The Hunger Games

la vie est une œuvre d'art, tu dois peindre coloré

Well i was thinking to say that I've been abducted by aliens for a million of light years and reality strikes! Sorry for my long vacuum, i was busy of all those shitloads of try outs and UN preparation :( i'm such a bad blogger.And i'll be under the pressure of the practice exams this Monday (oh Monday, go own yourself a grave, nobody likes you). In fact, i just want to look for an inspiration for Arts & Culture (Indonesian: Seni & Budaya) final practice exam. Like my classmate, Nadya, said, "I do love arts but i don't do arts". I'm going to paint another useless streak because I FRIGGIN' CAN'T PAINT ON CANVAS FFFUUU :'( -le jumps out of the Eiffel Tower-
And i just found some inspirations. Mueheheheehehe too far to go, Rachie. -bumps to reality-

and i also saved another manga painting. idk tho, i searched all of those pictures above at weheartit.com and the other blogs and this manga pic suddenly grabbed my attention.

it makes me wanna spend my money for a kimono.

well, i guess i have nothing to say, i have to memorize my The Princess and The Pea text for my English final practice test. Adieu!